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so, i'm playing artist today.

i grew up helping out in my mothers stained glass shop, and i still occasionally get talked into building something with her, or in this case for her.

right now it's a piece for some one with too much money who loves her kitties way too much. spending 3 or 4 hundred dollars, on stained glass cats is bad, but...
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it's early...

new years eve,

i'm on my 3rd glass of really good, pre-dinner, red wine. my mind feels loose, like my tie, and i'm using this space to confess my happiness. for reasons completely un SG, i am both stronger, and more humble than i've ever been. there is a balance in my life that is beautiful, and completely foreign.

the unkown has taken...
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i love it here... i think.

on friday it was so cold i had to chew my water.

in case anyone is curious it takes a hot cup of coffee 11 minutes to go from good, to slush, at 10 below zero.
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i'm eating olives, avocadoes, and goat cheese. i'm not wearing socks but, yesterday it waa 6 degrees, below zero.

tonight, at work, i made goooood food, for people, who drink fine beers.

and today, i helped build the second floor of a 600,000$ house. {it was only 4 degrees below zero.. my coffee froze before i could finish it.}

all in all, i would call...
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sally:
i read it !!! i love your sign !! blush
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the past is tricky. it leaves a sticky, unpleasant smelling residue, on trust.

some events, and actions are as pernanent, as the ink, on a suicide girl's arm. the experience, may have been short in comparison to the rest of life, but the image remains. there's just no letting go, no matter how emotionally evolved we might think we are, this experience lingers. it hangs...
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it's like this, i'm tired. very tired.

i need a soft bed, a warm girl, and a strong drink. maybe not in that order, but yeah that's what i need....
annalee:
I would like those three things too!
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when seasons change in AK, it doesn't fuck around. 2 days ago it was sunny, and 60. i just looked outside, and every thing is covered in frost....
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the sun is burning through the fog as i type.

i feel the same way these days. the haze of what once was, is evaperating to reveal what is, and what could possibly be.

the eyes are open, and the future is at my feet.
kay:
OMFG. You came back. And for the record, I did not take you off my friends list. They must have a new thingy where it dumps folks after a certain period of time.

YOU came back!!! Woot!

~cheers