loki_dog

i told someone else this a second ago, but i live in alaska, and i work outside. the company i work for builds, big, beautiful custom homes. this happens outside, all year round.

even on days like today where it was 6 degrees, in the sun. (where we're working, the sun never makes it over the mountain) anyway, i sat my coffee down, to go...
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i
run red lights
and ruin
portions of my life
with red heads
but
i write about it
and reread it
like it's the best book
on the shelf

someone should
record this
and save it
for suckers like me
who believe in true love
and think
theres an over
the counter cure
for
being alone
believing
in lost hope
and buying into
the idea...
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life is interesting.

it seems like just the other day i was standing, at work looking around, and said to myself,"how did i end up as a street vender, in the middle of down town portland, oregon?"

today i looked up, from what i was doing, and saw mount mc kinnly. while i may have spelled it wrong it's still the highest mountain in north...
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i love alaska, but it's time to leave town. i can feel it.

i don't want to move, but i do feel like i need to be moving. i think it's time to use this computer to find myself a good concert to go to, or start planning a trip to denmark. (why not denmark? danish girls are hot.) i don't know... i'm restless.

i...
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so, i've just never been all that into new years.

i've been invited to parties, and a couple of fun bars where i could find someone to kiss by midnight, but i'm just not interested. i'd much rather sit here, drink white russians, and play with my dog.

besides the best way to be seen is, to not even show. so, i can continue to...
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it's a damn good thing i enjoy driving on slippery fucked up roads...

hey, wait.i don't like driving on slippery fucked up roads. i must love my parents.

is there an unwritten rule somewhere that says it has to rain, or snow or do something that makes the roads slippery, and fucked up the night before i have to drive 300 miles?

if so, that's...
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yeah, so i did it. i took a part time prep cook job, at my favorite all purpose restaurant in anchorage. it's called cafe amsterdam.

cooking is so much fun, and so completely different from learning to run heavy equiptment, and building houses. which is what i do the rest of the time.

i was sitting there drinking a beer i'd never heard of, from...
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i love alaska.

i got stuck, at about 2:30am. i was stuck until around 4am.
i lost my cell phone, in the dark.
i broke a mirror off my explorer, with my head, as i was falling down, on some really wet ice. i ended up completely soaked(from repeatedly slipping, and falling}, my knees hurt(also from repeatedly falling), and now i can't go to work...
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so, when i was 16, i was riding with my best friend josh, he pulled out in front of a girl we went to highschool with. she was driving a full size ford bronco, we were in a jeep wagoneer.

long story short, my friend died, i spent a total of 2 months in the hospital, and my other friends blamed(being the well ajusted jackasses...
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i woke up at four a.m.. i can't sleep. there is just a little less, than a lot of alcohol, that should have kept my lights turned out until much later in the day, but it's not working.

what's the world coming to when a man can't even count on crown, to keep him asleep?

everyone else i know seems to sleep really well after...
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