loki_dog

yes, writing, typing, talking without saying anything out loud. i love it, i wish someone would pay me for it.

i realised a few things today. #1 women with tattoes are hot. #2 if the sex is good, from the get go, it gets better. and #3 girls who prefer guys, but also really like girls are both fun, and very complicated.

so,

along with off the map, crazy good, sex, this girl i'm seeing is none of your buisness fun. she's smart, smart, she makes me laugh, she has tattoos on both shoulders, and she told me for the second time today that she wants to find another girl to bring home with us. hee, hee, hee...

of course i've thought about it before, i'm male,...
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i had so much sex this morning that my balls caught on fire.

i'm right in the middle of that good begining of intamacy stage of a oh..., fuck, a "relationship". wow.. it's been a while.

but whatever. it's nice to lose sleep like this.

i had so much sex this morning that my balls caught on fire.

i'm right in the middle of that good, begining of intamacy stage of a, oh... fuck, a "relationship". wow.. it's been a while.

but whatever. it's nice to lose sleep like this.

she is an amazing woman, and she has had the kind of experiences that an outlaw like me truly respects.

i'm currently in the process of making a really big mistake. it's strange to be completely aware of it, and still not want to stop. i need an 8 hour nap, a shower, and a full body masage. i haven't felt this in a long time. i love it. it's dangerous, and exhausting. but being a fool for a woman is always the right thing...
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ok,

i do my sit ups, and my little ab workout kind of regularly. i'm not super ripped by any means, but my stomach isn't weak, or flabby. however, i've had some sex the last few weekends that leaves me feeling like i've never used, any muscle in that group.

if i take too deep of breath it hurts.

i'm going to take over top...
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so,

i've been bouncing back and forth between 3 different employers, in different combinations. giving me about 60 hours of work a week, and sunday off. most of the time.

sometimes i frame houses, sometimes i build roads, and 3 nights a week i cook. i love all 3, but i woke up this morning, and just didn't want to go. wait, decided before my...
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i got home this morning, at about 5am. my lips tasted like strong drink, and someone named allison.

now i'm cooking easter dinner for my family, and all i can think about is seeing her again. the first part of really getting into someone is so completely intoxicating. i'm drunk on the idea of seeing her again, i'm stoned on the memory of lips.

it's...
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so, last night i spent about 45 minutes sitting, and drinking with 2 of the women, i work with. 1, of them left her dinner sitting at the bar, i took it over to her house, and then spent about an hour sitting on her front porch talking to her, and her housemate heather.

women are so much fun. that's it. that's all.

i went, and saw broke back mountain, with a couple of the servers from work. it was sad, impossible love always is. so in spite of my life style choices i connected with that. but this isn't about the movie really it's more about other peoples reaction to me seeing it.

the first red flag was when allison asked me if i would be comfortable...
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