Sunday May 14, 2006

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i had so much sex this morning that my balls caught on fire.

i'm right in the middle of that good, begining of intamacy stage of a, oh... fuck, a "relationship". wow.. it's been a while.

but whatever. it's nice to lose sleep like this. wink

she is an amazing woman, and she has had the kind of experiences that an outlaw like me truly respects.

Sunday May 14, 2006

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i had so much sex this morning that my balls caught on fire.

i'm right in the middle of that good begining of intamacy stage of a oh..., fuck, a "relationship". wow.. it's been a while.

but whatever. it's nice to lose sleep like this. wink
kay:
Amen to that!

~cheers

Sunday May 07, 2006

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i'm currently in the process of making a really big mistake. it's strange to be completely aware of it, and still not want to stop. i need an 8 hour nap, a shower, and a full body masage. i haven't felt this in a long time. i love it. it's dangerous, and exhausting. but being a fool for a woman is always the right thing...
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Sunday Apr 23, 2006

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ok,

i do my sit ups, and my little ab workout kind of regularly. i'm not super ripped by any means, but my stomach isn't weak, or flabby. however, i've had some sex the last few weekends that leaves me feeling like i've never used, any muscle in that group.

if i take too deep of breath it hurts. smile

i'm going to take over top...
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Friday Apr 21, 2006

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so,

i've been bouncing back and forth between 3 different employers, in different combinations. giving me about 60 hours of work a week, and sunday off. most of the time.

sometimes i frame houses, sometimes i build roads, and 3 nights a week i cook. i love all 3, but i woke up this morning, and just didn't want to go. wait, decided before my...
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Sunday Apr 16, 2006

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i got home this morning, at about 5am. my lips tasted like strong drink, and someone named allison.

now i'm cooking easter dinner for my family, and all i can think about is seeing her again. the first part of really getting into someone is so completely intoxicating. i'm drunk on the idea of seeing her again, i'm stoned on the memory of lips.

it's...
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jane:
Do I know you?

Friday Apr 14, 2006

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so, last night i spent about 45 minutes sitting, and drinking with 2 of the women, i work with. 1, of them left her dinner sitting at the bar, i took it over to her house, and then spent about an hour sitting on her front porch talking to her, and her housemate heather.

women are so much fun. that's it. that's all. wink

Sunday Apr 09, 2006

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i went, and saw broke back mountain, with a couple of the servers from work. it was sad, impossible love always is. so in spite of my life style choices i connected with that. but this isn't about the movie really it's more about other peoples reaction to me seeing it.

the first red flag was when allison asked me if i would be comfortable...
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Saturday Apr 08, 2006

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last night, i had one of those eye contact moments that transcends time, and space. as i walked through the bar, on my way to clock in, there was a woman at the bar, who i've seen there before, but have never talked to. we smiled at each other, and she stared at me like she was trying to burn me down.

in her eyes,...
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holliday:
I'm beginning to think that the best relationships are the ones I imagine in my head.

I've actually considered living in Alaska.
Except that I'm a vegetarian...and everything there is meat on meat on meat, wrapped in fur...

I pictured myself staying in that Hostel somewhere between the K'nai and Anchorage...holing up there for the winter or some shit and writing a book...about something...

Friday Mar 31, 2006

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i'm begining to think, i should give up, and move out of alaska. for dating reasons.

ok, common alaskan myth #4: there are more men in alaska than women, and it's impossible to find a single woman who doesn't look like a shaved bear.

not true, there are lots of single women here, and many of them are beautiful, but they are all drunk, emotionally...
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evilflapjack:
You have to remember that most single Alaska guys are all drunk too or they do insane amounts of coke off of toilet seats. And they look normal! Or they really enjoy fucking lots of the drunk and retarted single girls so they're not looking for love right now. My advice to you would be run away from this state. I used to think I could be happy here but I'm fucking sick of the weirdos I'm constatnly defelcting and having to say goodbye to all my cool friends b/c most normal people up here are transient.

I AM bitter.

Thursday Mar 30, 2006

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in the next 2, to 3 weeks alaska is going to explode, with life. the white mountains will be replaced with green ones, everything outside will smell of sweet plant sex, and all the people wake up, from their long winters naps, or addictions, or whatever. the point is sun, and out side activities.

one thing i will be doing is more running. i'm thinking...
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Sunday Mar 26, 2006

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mad

excuse me, could i borrow that soap box for a moment? oh, thank you.

hi, we live in a "free country", but we can't have some substances in our homes? ok, i'm not talking about crack, or coke, or any other white drug. i'm not refering to driving, walking, or exposing anything to the genral public.

i'm talking about a little green bag, in the...
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