loismustdie

i didn't get the payless job... after being strung along for 3 months, they decided to change the position they were hiring for from part-time to management... and even though i have management experience, they would still put me through a ton of shit over this... "oh, your walmart experience is great, but walmart and payless are SO different and we're just not sure it would work"
FUCK YOU! walmart is fucking harder... how in the hell would i not be able to pull off customer service at a goddamn shoe store? such bullshit... i had to put up with bullshit every goddamn day there, but i wouldn't be able to handle 15 hours of cheap shoe shoppers? please... without actually saying the words, i told her to go fuck herself... grrrr....
so, now i have to start over... gotta call on the other job at the mall tomorrow and find out what is happening with it... and then, start calling randomly out of the phonebook...
i think i'm going to list some stuff on ebay this weekend... if i do, i'll post a link to the things i'm selling... mostly shoes, clothes and books... and a few vhs movies, but i'm sure everyone on here has upgraded to dvd, so i won't take offense if no one wants those...

i am so goddamned pissed right now... 3 months down the drain because they spent all that time making me think i had the job... FUCK THEM!

started reading Xenocide tonight... pretty good so far... and i'm thinking about getting copies of the Illiad and the Odyssey... but, that'll have to wait.. i'm so tired of being broke...

much love