logicalbomb

I hate being sick, I hate it with a passion. I had to go into work today and reconfigure the network for a hardwired server while I was sick too... Yeah i'm being a weiner so what? Today was pretty rainy, rainy days are depressing for me normally but after I woke up I was in a really good mood.

I've been trying the whole "dating" scene again latley, and I feel kinda bad everytime I go out with a girl. I feel like i'm so kind of fake because I don't really feel anything. It's weird holding hands or hugging, and having it mean absolutley nothing, just not feeling a single thing. I think if it where just one girl i'd be just fine with it, but it's everyone i've gone out with. I wonder if everyone feels like this getting out of a long relationship.