what does it take to make yourself quit thinking about everything that sucks with your situation. Booze just makes me forget for a little while. Drugs make me think of it constantly. It's hard to find some clarity. I have considered as of late to give up everything that I now and trying to make the lives of other people such as the 850 million people that go hungry every day while a good portion of America is overweight. A pretty remarkable statistic considering there was enough food processed last year to feed everyone in the world with 2400 calories a day which is more than enough according to whomever came up with that calorie thing and the average human body. I think its 2000 calories. I mean I donate all the time, but to actually go to a third world country and physically help people who can't help themselves would be better than just sitting on my ass feeling sorry for myself when something doens't go my way. (Imagine if you will you wake up one day and all your wearing is a dirty rag around privates, you haven't cleaned your body in months, you have nothing to drink, nothing to eat, no job to go to, no friends to go see, your family has already died from
starvation,aids,civilwar, take your pick, and the only thing on your mind is a hope for some food and water) I have read several stories along those lines in the Rotarian, and every time I read it I just get sick to my stomach. There is so much neglect in the american mindset I feel discouraged. I am not excluding myself, or some other countries for that matter. However, I can't help but feel how I feel. So maybe soon I will be able to exclude myself and concentrate on giving rather than just living. And hopefully affect some peoples lives for the better, and if someone like myself could give another person the satisfaction of a life without starvation, disease, or any kind of personal struggle, if even for a short time, I think it would in turn make my life alot more meaningfull. That's whats going on in my head most days.
starvation,aids,civilwar, take your pick, and the only thing on your mind is a hope for some food and water) I have read several stories along those lines in the Rotarian, and every time I read it I just get sick to my stomach. There is so much neglect in the american mindset I feel discouraged. I am not excluding myself, or some other countries for that matter. However, I can't help but feel how I feel. So maybe soon I will be able to exclude myself and concentrate on giving rather than just living. And hopefully affect some peoples lives for the better, and if someone like myself could give another person the satisfaction of a life without starvation, disease, or any kind of personal struggle, if even for a short time, I think it would in turn make my life alot more meaningfull. That's whats going on in my head most days.