Fear has dominated my feeling today.
I am an active person. Recently I have been walking a lot of doing circus practice every day I get the chance.
Today fear overwhelmed me. My anxiety and fear took hold of my an rendered me unable to motivate to get off the sofa. I went for a short walk this morning but couldn’t face any more.
I am tired. I am exhausted and I have done nothing but sit and watch TV today.
I have been very happy recently so this downward turn has hurt me a lot today.
Tonight I turned to the music that always inspires me and helps me through
Fear, Blue October.
This is a powerful song that always grabs at me. It has helped me through a lot and I know it will so so again.
i am so thankful for Blue October and all of their music. They inspire me to be a better version of myself. When I am down they pick me back up.
I owe a lot to this band and will continue to support them. Check them out. Their lyrics are so powerful and inspiring.
Tomorrow will be another day. I’m back to work and have to face it head on. I don’t look forward to going back but I have a strong support network that will get me through.
“Today
I don't have to be afraid
I don't have to let the damage
Consume me,
My shadow see through me
Will reel you in and spit you out
Over and over again
Believe in yourself
And you will walk
Now, fear in itself
Will use you up and break you down
Like you were never enough
Yeah, I used to fall, now I get back up”