lockhart_____

well, I have thought alot about my situation, and did a little reasurch. Basic conclusion is that I am going to go for it. Nothing really bad can come from this. My family may be against it but I am an adult and am willing to make my own descions, good or bad. As for my friends that my not aprove sorry but I dont care what they think. I am going to what one feels right in my heart and two what makes me happy, and god know that I need to be happy now. And this person makes me happier than I have felt in a long long time. To thoughs that have helped me out. thankyou. expecialy Beautiful_lie. You have been more help than you know. Mabey things are finally going for the good. Mabey lol