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I stare at the hole in my hands
as I watch you slip away
and I feel if I'd only done better then I could make you stay
Then I stare at the hole in my hands
and I cant remember the things I say
hour to hour, sentance to sentance, day to day
theres an empty space in my bed
my beds to big these days
and even as I hold you Im letting you go somewhere far away
theres an empty space in my heart
my friends say boy your free
cause freedoms not a ring around your finger, its a memory

hmm... Metallica on MTV tonight? how strange ... but I know that even though I try to watch as little of MTV as possible ... I cant keep awa from one my biggest influences ... I am proud to say I WILL be missing the Avril Laveign portion of the show.

Im off to work in an hour or so and I cant help but feel really lazy and genuinly not willing to do anything. eh.

My new neighbors moved in a few days ago and I was introduced to lovely young lady named Ashley, who promptly turned into the biggest, most stuck up bitch in the world ... so much for that. haha.

out.