localdirt

well .... its a new year .... hopefully filled with new hope.

any new years resolutions?

my resolution is to have goals and quit being so apathetic.

i find myself feeling very lonely lately. january 1st would of been my exgirlfriends and my fouth aniversary ... it was also our first christmas apart ... it was a bit of a bummer ... i guess its for the best ... but i hate being alone. i dont have many friends ... and i certainly dont have anyone that i can talk to about stuff that bothers me ...

i need a girlfriend. someone to give me a hug. someone who loves the beach as much as myself. someone whos cool with doing nothing at all. mostly i just need to feel loved. or even just appreciated. or just feel like i even exist.

eh.


out.