I've been realizing lately that I live in the wrong country. There don't seem to be any women here that are ingested in a guy with long hair and a long goatee. It must scare them away before they take any interest. And any women I do interact with think I'm just a weirdo. I am a weirdo. And I can honestly say this with no ego what so ever, that I'm one of the nicest guys anyone will ever meet. But these American women don't seem to be interested in a nice guy. They prefer the controlling, jealous, ass hole types.
So, it may take a little time, but I'm seriously confiding moving to a different country. One with amazing scenery(good for my cameras). Countries like Scotland or New Zealand. Scotland is a country I've wanted to go to my whole life. I love the accents everyone has there, my parents say the food is amazing, and the views go without saying. So that's wicked high up on my list. As for New Zealand, the more I watch LOTR and the Hobbit, the more I want to go there. Good opportunities for me to get in to a movie job which is my dream. And I have an old work buddy who lives there already. It's quite a toss up.
Off topic: I don't know why I keep writing these blogs, it's not like anyone actually reads them. I guess I use it as a journal. These are most likely things I want to share with people but... I don't know, maybe I just want people other than my family to be the ones who take an interest. I love my family, don't get me wrong, but I often feel like my friends are hardly even my friends. Any of them. Anyway, I write these in this website, I suppose, mostly to have it out there for the reading. As though I actually told someone. And my wanting to move out of the country isn't just because of the women, maybe I just want to start again somewhere else. Okay, I'm done psycho-analyzing myself for now. Sorry to bore whoever is already bored enough to actually read this.
So, it may take a little time, but I'm seriously confiding moving to a different country. One with amazing scenery(good for my cameras). Countries like Scotland or New Zealand. Scotland is a country I've wanted to go to my whole life. I love the accents everyone has there, my parents say the food is amazing, and the views go without saying. So that's wicked high up on my list. As for New Zealand, the more I watch LOTR and the Hobbit, the more I want to go there. Good opportunities for me to get in to a movie job which is my dream. And I have an old work buddy who lives there already. It's quite a toss up.
Off topic: I don't know why I keep writing these blogs, it's not like anyone actually reads them. I guess I use it as a journal. These are most likely things I want to share with people but... I don't know, maybe I just want people other than my family to be the ones who take an interest. I love my family, don't get me wrong, but I often feel like my friends are hardly even my friends. Any of them. Anyway, I write these in this website, I suppose, mostly to have it out there for the reading. As though I actually told someone. And my wanting to move out of the country isn't just because of the women, maybe I just want to start again somewhere else. Okay, I'm done psycho-analyzing myself for now. Sorry to bore whoever is already bored enough to actually read this.
see! someone read your blog! yay!