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Tuesday Dec 13, 2005

Dec 13, 2005
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So where do I begin. Life sucks right now. Im in school going for something I hate. I love to create and want to do something with photo or film. I decided im gonna leave the school im at now and go to art school (if i can get in) and purse that career...the thing that sucks is im stuck at my here till the end of the year cause im locked into a lease. On top of that my girlfriend and I broke up which has been taking alot out of me and making the school shit seem alot worse then it probably is. It just seems like im completely lost right now and not sure where to go or what direction to head in. Ijust know I need to make some changes cause Im not happy with where I am in life. I know this poorly written but I have a million fucking thoughts going through my head at the moment and not enough time inthe world to write them down. I know im in a rut I just have to find a way out...what really sucks is that I have this huge build up of creativity in me and no time to let it out...Ihave been so fucking busy with school and now finals that I honestly dont have anytime for much else. I guess I just need to make the best of it and realize that this is just a small bump in the road of life. I'll deal.
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vforvanessa:
its both a blessing and a curse... the hardest part is when i know i'm down in the dumps... its hard to convince myself that its worth getting out of bed in the morning. so then i try to find something worth my while that i'll either do that day, or a day soon, so it gives me something to look forward to. like today.. its that i write my last exam. so even though i have to study, i won't have to study until next year! so its relative... smile <-encouraging smile
Dec 13, 2005
niobe:
*hugs*
Dec 13, 2005

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