I can't sleep right now. My first real Cd comes out tomorrow!!! My current band is on extended break (Maybe forever). Our drummer's girlfriend is pregnant, we are taking time off. No drama or bullshit, and I respect his decision. Still this last month has been hell for me. I loved MOOD SYRUP. I love my band more than I have ever loved any woman. The only Person I have loved like I love that band, is Jim Bean and Julius Kesseler. Me and those boys called it off almost 2 years ago. Tomorrow will be bitter sweet. I am so proud of what I've done with MOOD SYRUP, but miss the work so much. I had so much more planed to do, I'm so broken hearted. In the afternoon tomorrow, I am suppose to meet with some people to talk about starting a new project. I hope it goes well. Also one of old best friends from high school and I talked for the first time in years. I miss him a lot. Year's ago I was a violent hick hitch hiking, and rail riding drunk and at the same time he was slamming coke, when we parted ways it wasn't pretty. He owes me money and work, but still love my bro. He is on work release and we will be chilling this weekend. I have to find out if my other best friend is out of the nut house too. And I have to go down to the DMV tommorrow. Shit it is going to be a busy week...
