Monday Jul 26, 2004

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Hmmm.... what do you do when things are generally good BUT there is one minor detail that is aggravating the fuck out of you? Honest to god things are going really well right now- everything - even things with Tim. But today I told him that I loved him. He seemed really happy- I think- but he certainly did not say it back. So.... I guess I am with someone who does not love me... I guess. Our relationship is really good though so I should just be happy BUT the idealist inside is extremely upset at the fact that he is not madly in love with me- like I feel he should be. God, what a brat. I didn't think I was exposed to too much romantic shit as a child. Guess I was- or could it be natural? Who fucking knows- I just want to sleep the dissapointment off. And I am a little ticked, so I think I will commit the worste action possible in this situation and avoid him. Yay- life! love puke

PS- yay for moving into my apartment on Sunday- Fucking Hooo Rayyy!
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faerie:
it's completely natural to be disappointed. i know i would be. if it really bothers you (and trust me.. i know that would be on my mind 24/7 if it happened) then i would just talk to him about it and tell him how you feel. you never know.. he may have a good reason for not saying it.

good luck! smile
keturah:
wanting his to say it back is normal. its not about romance, its more about that feeling that youve thrown yourself out there and wondering if maybe somone forgot to put out the safety net. but you have to ask yourself, would you rather he had just said it out of obligation to be polite since you had or do you appreciate the fact that he has the sense to think it over and give an honest response?? If he didnt seem bothered by the fact that you said it (in my experience things like the phone suddenly going click or bulging eyes and stuttering) then chance are he wants to be sure he really means it before he says it and it will happen in its own good time. If hes not actually running away from you i wouldnt worry bout it wink

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