so im still not recovered from the remodel. called in on the first day of summer and spent it with my boi and it was sweet and romantic and we saw a shooting star while laying in a graveyard around midnight. kinda romantic, then we spent the next couple of days together and it was fine but then he went back to jons and things seem to be getting worse, its like if hes not with me then hes mad at me and lashing out at me, calling me a lying cunt and shit like that................i just dont know anymore, the only thing i feel that love me are the ferrets and i love them because their so cute and mischievous. n e ways, thought i'd update. laters 
Happy Birthday, btw!