llayla

i officially reeally hate and love my hamster. got her a new cage yesterday (a critter trail dazzler) and she kept me up all night having a blast. i love that she loves it but damnit i need sleep. my being off my bipolar meds and lack of sleep and hours at work are killing me. but heres what it looks like :

if i was a hamster i think id like it too. also the wheel comes off so she can run in circles (kinda like that cat thing with the ball that they just keep hitting,and no i dont have a cat so no fear) hopefully today my cycling will stop and i can be normal happy again. sorry to everyone i snapped at yesterday i should have known better. i usually vent on live journal or myspace, but i was here and the thought didnt cross my mind "hey ur being offensive and retarded about nothing calm down theyre trying to help) but for clairification notices the since 14 thing its tru because my bff was 5 years older than me and i saw the girls and i was like wow theyre beautiful i wanna be one. im not a sneeky lil perv or liar thats all. once again im sorry i hope i didnt hurt anyone and if i did i hope not badly. have a lovely day im off to get ready for work <3 <3 <3