feeling better, i guess getting to cuddle with chinchillas, ferrets, and sun conures can really help with things like that. got great advice and tho i am not changing my photographer at the moment, i am going to work on trying to get my confidence to show on camera. cant wait to get in front of a camera again but starting to work nights next week. more hours more money better camera less bitches with money telling me how i dont know what im doing. i did modeling for 4 years, and apparently because ive wanted to be an Sg for 5 that makes me naive but F*** the people who aren't using constructive critisism and just bitching at me for stupid shit like my fiances dads fiances daughters messy room. get real. im poor n live in NH we dont go out and waste money on things like matching panty and bra sets and lighting for cameras. we have money and we try to get by. my bipolar is getting the best of me so im off to bed. night everyone <3 xoxoxo 
PS LETS GO CELTICS!!!!!! AND WAY TO SWEP THE RAYS RED SOX <3 4 LYF
PS LETS GO CELTICS!!!!!! AND WAY TO SWEP THE RAYS RED SOX <3 4 LYF
miro:
I would be careful about what you say. Those who mentioned the clutter and getting a matching bra/panties set say it because it's important for an SG set. I think you need to take a step back and think about how aggressive you sound.