llayla

i am so sick of family drama i don't even know where to begin. my mother is a cold heartless bitch that doesn't care unless everyone has suffered every grievance she has, and god knows she'll just keep coming up with more, and my nana is a selfish old hag that disregards everyones feelings but her own, meanwhile i'm trying to bend over backwards trying to appease everyone. i hate it. and now that i need one favor (my fiance getting kicked out of the house he's trying to get out of but doesn't have enough $$ needs a place to stay tonight and i offered her money then i offered just going there to get my stuff which includes my dvd player, ps2, all my ps2 games, my rockos modern life, greys anatomy all three seasons, DDR mat, and a shit load of other stuff and i cant even do that because shes hated him since the day he stood up for me because she was screaming at me for no good reason and apparently you cant stand up for your fiance if she hasnt done anything wrong) no one will help me. my mother screams at me "call your father" because we both know hes a dead beat but i spent time with him god forbid and shes trying to punish me for that as well. its so frustrating! hense the job and saving up money enough that i can move out and still go to school because if i move out she wont pay for my school. i just want to scream at the top of my lungs. she makes me so mad i cry and that is horrible because im on medication for my bipolar and she can still set me off. i just dont knoww what to do anymore. i wish i hadnt been stupid and fucked up my credit right when i turned 18 versus not because id have my own car and this wouldnt be a problem. im partially to blame, as is he, but she doesnt always have to be such a pride full pain in the ass.