You know, December's my favourite time of year. It's my favourite month of the year. I am always ridiculously excited. I'm bouncing off the walls, I'm so happy, I'm all "Yay."
But not this year. + for no real reason. It sucks. Totally.
I hate it. Bleh.
I decorated the tree though. I think I'm just going through a slump. Possibly because I have a crap job + I'm thinking - "this could be it for the next 40 years. You have to get up, Monday to Friday, + go to work. Everyday." + really, that doesn't suit me. I'd rather be a housewife or a mother. I'm not really career minded. Although I don't think you're really meant to say that these days... It's all about empowerment + "you can have it all" school of thoughts. I don't really want much though...
I might go for a walk, clear my head.
An exciting thing happened on Friday [well, a few things actually]. I'll list them, in no particular order;
- I kissed a boy [although I'm not sure what's going on + what I want to go on + where my head's at + blah blah blah. But you know. He's a boy that I haven't kissed before + that I don't really have any competition for + so I won't have to listen to my friends chatting about him + things.]
- I wore heels [I'm 5'10, I don't often crack out heels because they make me about 6 foot, + there aren't that many tall boys that are out to play].
- I didn't fall over in my heels! [which really, is exciting for any girl who rarely wears heels out].
Erm, that's it. I'm not very exciting.
When your job involves you scanning documents in, typing in some numbers, then restapling the documents, + putting them in grey boxes before stacking them for filing, can you really blame me? Apparently the role gets more responsibility as you progress but really... I might go crazy + set fire to the building before then.
I'm gonna treat everyday like a fashion show though, + see how far I can go with things... Teahee.
Robot love.
But not this year. + for no real reason. It sucks. Totally.
I hate it. Bleh.
I decorated the tree though. I think I'm just going through a slump. Possibly because I have a crap job + I'm thinking - "this could be it for the next 40 years. You have to get up, Monday to Friday, + go to work. Everyday." + really, that doesn't suit me. I'd rather be a housewife or a mother. I'm not really career minded. Although I don't think you're really meant to say that these days... It's all about empowerment + "you can have it all" school of thoughts. I don't really want much though...
I might go for a walk, clear my head.
An exciting thing happened on Friday [well, a few things actually]. I'll list them, in no particular order;
- I kissed a boy [although I'm not sure what's going on + what I want to go on + where my head's at + blah blah blah. But you know. He's a boy that I haven't kissed before + that I don't really have any competition for + so I won't have to listen to my friends chatting about him + things.]
- I wore heels [I'm 5'10, I don't often crack out heels because they make me about 6 foot, + there aren't that many tall boys that are out to play].
- I didn't fall over in my heels! [which really, is exciting for any girl who rarely wears heels out].
Erm, that's it. I'm not very exciting.
When your job involves you scanning documents in, typing in some numbers, then restapling the documents, + putting them in grey boxes before stacking them for filing, can you really blame me? Apparently the role gets more responsibility as you progress but really... I might go crazy + set fire to the building before then.
I'm gonna treat everyday like a fashion show though, + see how far I can go with things... Teahee.
Robot love.
but a job is only part of life and not only life,
so many men I've worked with over the years
lost that with the $$ chase- then crash,
I think your doing fine- happy holidays