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I'm sure of what I want. I hope I've found it with Kathy. If, after my visit, it turns out that it isn't right, I'll still look for something similar elsewhere.

I've got a lot of support and encouragement from some very good people. It's a good feeling that there are people around like you that think enough of me not to judge what and who I am.

I'd love for us to chat if you have some free time over the next few days.

I wish only the very best for you and Ellison. My feelings for you as a friend grow stronger by the day.

After the initial shock to my system of not being able to communicate with Kathy for the time being, I'm trying to use the time to go over things about us in my mind. I'm sure she's doing the same. If we're right for each other, a brief vacation from each other won't hurt us. It will make us stronger if we were meant to be together.

Hope you had a great Xmas!!

i know! omg it was tough to get back in to the swing of it. but i think i really rocked my final exam. it was 20%of my final grade. I really hate the lab part of the the teacher was a total douche bag

Thank you. None of this would have been possible without your support. I can't properly put into words how grateful I am for your friendship.

Don't worry about it. I know that you're there for me. Yes, i'm going through some big changes in my life. One thing that won't change is my feelings for you as a friend.

I'd love to talk if we have the time in the next day or two.

E. getting psyched for X-mas?
How are you holding up?
I'm less stressed no that I've a job lined up.
Now just those newbie blues.

How's everything?

I'm glad you and Ellison are having such fun together. JUst like fathers and daughters, there's a special bond between mothers and sons.

I'll be busy all day and evening today. If you get a chance to call, I'm sure I'll find the time to talk to you. I always look forward to hearing from you. The best times to call are before 7:30pm my time. I'm going to be at a meeting for a few hours after that and will have my phone shut off.

Just wanted you to know i'm thinking of you.

Per your request added a little more clay porn. Might even be a figure that had you in mind

I got a kitten Actually I got two kittens, but one killed itself So I am down to one kitten.

I wanted a dog, but I do not have time for a dog, hell this kitten is demanding a lot of my time

How's kitty doing? I know that the last thing you need is another stesser. If you get the feeling that the walls are closing i on you, I can tell you the following.

first of all, i'm always here for you. Second, if anyone's been through the wringer over the past year, it's me. Yet, as you can tell by reading my blogs and comments, and by talking to me, that i've turned the corner big time. I have no doubt that you will as well, and soon.

Please don't hesitate to reach out. Despite my craziness sometimes, I really do care about you.

I hope it's not sucking today either...

Is that "W" word being nice to you?
My prospects where dashed; just getting
answering machines- 1 with a FULL mailbox.

On a better note: the last of the 2ft is stacked for next winter.
Now just need to finish stacking this winter's for the cookstove.

No problem. Thanks for letting me know. I'm thrilled that you'll have Ellison back soon. Try me when you casn. According to my weekend schedule, the later in the evening NY time, the better.

He'll do excellent.

It is a tattoo I'm thinking about. It is a rejection of the anonymous "they" that people use. As in "they say . . . "

But the more I think about it, the sillier it seems

How've you been?