I'm thrilled that the worst seems to be behind you. I had a pretty emotional day, as my meeting with the person I was supposed to see tomorrow was abruptly cancelled through an email i received yesterday morning.
It was obvious that she wanted to cut ties with each other. It left me confused, angry and hurt. Based on how we were getting along and all the things we had in common, I'm totally baffled.
I'm going out later, but not until about 6:30 my time. The same goes for tomorrow. I'd love to talk if possible.
I don't have to telll you how terrific I think you are, but I will anyway. You're an amazing person and true friend.
I hope you had a good Easter. I 'm getting ready to spend most of the day with my family. It's a beautiful day here in NYC. I'll try to take pics. It's been a long time since I posted any and the grandkids have gotten so big.
I'd love to talk to you whenever you get a chance.
You're not alone in the way you're feeling. Your last two words are what I like to see and hear from you.
I'm going to have to change my cell # in about a week,. I'll leave you a voicemail with the new info when it happens. In the meantime, I hope we get a chance to talk before then.
I'm rooting hard for you to experience the best possible outcome from your meeting with Karl. If anyone deserves to find happiness, it's you. I know it's hard, but try to take a step back and take some pressure off of yourself.
Remember, he's going through the same doubts and questions as you are. Whether you want to believe it or not, you have a lot going for you. I see it and so will he, unless he's blind. I'm hoping to hear good things coming out of this.
I'll definitely give you a call when I get back to NYC. I miss you, but at least we're able to stay in touch through here or regular email.
Today had to be the SHITTIEST day of my life. First, this morning I almost fell and broke my neck when I slipped on a hard piece of cat shit in the bathroom. It was most likely tossed out of the cat box when one of the cats was scratching around in the box making a perfect place to take a new shit. Next, Ellison... Read More
I'll check out that "friend in Arizona" thing the next time I see him.
The last line of your comment blew me away. There have been young people on SG who have seen me as father figures. In most of their cases, their own dads either weren't there for them when they were growing up or at the present time, or both.
I've always felt paternal, but thought of those feeling exclusively when it came to my own daughters. Since joining SG, I've beeen fortunate to be able to provide those qualities to others. It's a great feeling to be seen in that way by certain people who were deprived of that in their own lives.
I'm not saying that's the case with you with your dad. I don't know enough about the relationship between the two of you. However, I'm moved that you would say what you said about me. Thank you.
There must be something with excrement and and AZ and the planets right now I swear!!
The same day as you posted this I was urinated on when I woke up (by one of my dogs) and then I went to school and didn't notice until I was sitting in class smelling it that they had peed on the clothes I set out and peed on my purse.
This isn't a house training issue either. They are unhappy about the new dog I brought home obviously. ARGH!!! Because he is so sickly I guess I didn't introduce them properly and now I'm paying for it. Grrr....
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I'm sorry you had so much shit in one day. That sounds so not fun. Especially when shitty people leave their dog shit in front of your place.
Fun is where you make it.