HMMM..bored bored bored bored bored. I am currently at work, which I don't know if I'm allowed to surf the net or not. However, I have absolutly nothing to do at all (I work at a newspaper and type shit for them...it's pretty cool) so I figure I need to find something to occupy my precious little time, and since I have not updated this in forever...ahha! What a better thing to do than type my journal.
sooo.....Jason asked me back out a few days ago. I have no idea what the fuck to say....so I just didn't say much and let him assume it was a yes. God damnit!!!! I asked him why he asked me back out and he said b/c it would be dumb for us to get seperate apartments and we won't both be lonely then. Well Jesus Fucking Christ...how romantic is that. My ex wants to go out with me for economic reasons and because he's lonely. grr but I love him and I'm not ready to let him go...but I do want to let him go...but I don't, but I do, but I don't....SOMEONE HELP ME!!!
I despise love...it fucking sucks..it makes you not think rationally at all...
My fuck buddy has turned into an asshole obsessed with a chick who hates him...so no more happy sex for me. He went all out for her on V-day and she never showed up. So guess who got to hear the whining and yet got no appreciation for being a good friend. Do I have a sign on me that says "Please USE Me"?
I am so alone...I have no one at all to turn to...I love Jason so much..but feel my relationship is just too fucked up...Gabby has her beloved Jarred home now....I am very happy for her. But I know I will most definatly never see her now....grr I just hope she is very happy...that's all I want for her..
ok enough whining..
ttyl
liz
sooo.....Jason asked me back out a few days ago. I have no idea what the fuck to say....so I just didn't say much and let him assume it was a yes. God damnit!!!! I asked him why he asked me back out and he said b/c it would be dumb for us to get seperate apartments and we won't both be lonely then. Well Jesus Fucking Christ...how romantic is that. My ex wants to go out with me for economic reasons and because he's lonely. grr but I love him and I'm not ready to let him go...but I do want to let him go...but I don't, but I do, but I don't....SOMEONE HELP ME!!!
I despise love...it fucking sucks..it makes you not think rationally at all...
My fuck buddy has turned into an asshole obsessed with a chick who hates him...so no more happy sex for me. He went all out for her on V-day and she never showed up. So guess who got to hear the whining and yet got no appreciation for being a good friend. Do I have a sign on me that says "Please USE Me"?
I am so alone...I have no one at all to turn to...I love Jason so much..but feel my relationship is just too fucked up...Gabby has her beloved Jarred home now....I am very happy for her. But I know I will most definatly never see her now....grr I just hope she is very happy...that's all I want for her..
ok enough whining..
ttyl
liz
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g_whiz:
Anytime. I edited that comment too, I don't know if you saw that part.
g_whiz:
It's practically the bahamas compared to you! We only get about 5 inches of snow here a year and it only stays around for a day or so usually. Once a year we get 3 inches that stays for a week. I guess that'd be now ... 