lixir

I have to say, I'm really grateful for all the support from everyone on the site.
not only from the staff, but just all the other people that take the time out to send a message, or write a little comment...
It's really touching.
And with all the people asking, "Why aren't you a SG yet?"
I already sort-of feel like a real suicide girl...
The way the chicks I met in LA show a little support, and the way the other memebers are all so nice.
I mean, I couldn't send everyone a personal message so I thought I would just make a little blog, just for all you guys.
It makes me motivated to reach out to other hopefuls and make them feel welcome, too.
When you show the world a certain said of you (like your body) it can be a little scary...
how would they react?
I feel so confortable with my body, and I did before but, I do now, more than ever.
I think this site can be really touching, and kind when you let yourself be shown.
Anyway, I know I normally blog about dreamy or deep stuff, so this is a little different from what I normally write, in anycase, I just wanted to say
thanks.