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Charlotte, North Carolina

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Sunday Jul 24, 2005

Jul 24, 2005
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Aw...thanks folks.

So I've been playing too muchand working too little.
Its a trend I dont see reversing itself anytime soon.

Mr. Russell is visiting the g-boro this weekend. (the guy i brought to the sgny open call) He's doing a tour of the hometown to see if its all he remembers it to be. He's acieved some minor success up there but still flirts with the idea of leaving. I make a good sounding board for him becasue there are so many similariites in our experience. Still, I've been constantly reminding him that I am too biased to give him any solid advice.

He tells me I am one of his big resons for even considering coming back. Not that he would be following me...but it would solve that sense of adventure thing. Thats what he loathed about the boro and what he loves about nyc....but also what is quickly growing stale for him.
I tell him he has a home here. But he has one there too. And if he is going to feel the same in both places he should go for the new experience.

Tonight we are going out to the only real queer bar in the boro. We've got a big group up, comprised mostly of people I only know tangentally. Which is great, 'cause I need to shake up my friend circle. I keep a goodly number of bullshitters around me out of necessity. Not to mention, I am usually surrounded by people who have a long running connection to my former lives...those folks are always great to have around. But there is a certain joy in watching your new self evolve in a relative strangers eyes.

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