livingdeadkirst

feeling much better today. had the best news this morning...well....not for the people involved but for me it is i found out today that this guy that i like heaps has just broken up with his girlfriend...woohoo...well actually she broke up with him...but yay!

i know it sounds mean...and i do feel sorry for him...cause he is a really nice guy and was and probably still is deeply in love with her (we had a few conversations about him and his girl/finance). all i can do is be a friend to him at the moment *wink wink nudge nudge* i still feel mean for being excited though

i know definately that there is probably like 1 in 1 trillion billion chances that he might maybe sometime in the future like me back...but...oh well. i know that there isn't a chance...but it is nice to be excited for a little while...or even hope for future things. gotta have something to live for right.

well that was my excitment burst and now i'm gunna keep it to myself.

kirst

ps. woooohhoooooo!!