*le sigh* man i'm totally stuffed! had a bit of a drinking afternoon/night yesterday and then another sleepover so hangover and no sleep really doesn't do me any good at all. got more sleep then the last time i had a sleepover but still didn't sleep a great deal. but still was fun... 
work was poo this week. i pretty much did nothing all week cause i was so bored and unmotivated. i'm hoping maybe i get some motivation this week cause being bored at work is no fun. i'd prefer to be busy then bored. i have stuff to do but it is hard stuff and i know that once i get into it my head is going to hurt a great deal trying to assess what i need to. damn hard work!
didn't get any study done this week either. have an assignment due in two weeks so i better get cracking. shouldn't be too hard though...already got some of it done but need to sit down and seriously look at things. think i have 2 due the week after though so i really need to get cracking.
well got a letter from my dad on friday. not sure if i've mentioned it but on my bday he announced he was getting married to a stupid whore that he had been broken up with for 2 years and suddenly they are back together and getting married. they'd been together for a good hhmmm 17 or so years before they broke up but she hates us and we hate her. however on my bday we got informed that we weren't invited to the wedding. of course i was upset and stuff and then pretty much made the decision that i wasn't going to have anything to do with him beyond the monthly phone call.
but there was a letter waiting for me on friday stating that as part of his new life he has said that we are invited to the wedding now. i mean...what it took a decision to invite your fucking kids! i'm glad that we can go now but i'm also still majorly pissed off that we weren't in the first place. so now i have to deal with this shit. he even asked us to write a letter to the bitch to say we are happy that it is happening and welcome her to our family. i mean fuck that. we don't even have a family with our dad to invite her into PLUS they have been together for so fucking long...like she needs an invitation. god i'm getting pissed off just thinking about it.
ggrrrr.
found out the T has a kinda girlfriend...well he called her his girlfriend and then did the...oh well i guess i shldn't call her that cause she isn't...it is more fuck buddies. but has kinda freaked me out. i don't want to be sleeping with a guy that has a girlfriend. i didn't have enough time when i dropped him off to find out what he was on about so i need to find out for sure whether he has an actual "girlfriend" or if it is just a casual that is more regular than casual. i don't need the shit of sleeping with a guy who is taken.
so my mission this week is to study, respond to my stupid dad and sus out the girlfriend situation. what an exciting week this will be!
hope everyone is good
work was poo this week. i pretty much did nothing all week cause i was so bored and unmotivated. i'm hoping maybe i get some motivation this week cause being bored at work is no fun. i'd prefer to be busy then bored. i have stuff to do but it is hard stuff and i know that once i get into it my head is going to hurt a great deal trying to assess what i need to. damn hard work!
didn't get any study done this week either. have an assignment due in two weeks so i better get cracking. shouldn't be too hard though...already got some of it done but need to sit down and seriously look at things. think i have 2 due the week after though so i really need to get cracking.
well got a letter from my dad on friday. not sure if i've mentioned it but on my bday he announced he was getting married to a stupid whore that he had been broken up with for 2 years and suddenly they are back together and getting married. they'd been together for a good hhmmm 17 or so years before they broke up but she hates us and we hate her. however on my bday we got informed that we weren't invited to the wedding. of course i was upset and stuff and then pretty much made the decision that i wasn't going to have anything to do with him beyond the monthly phone call.
but there was a letter waiting for me on friday stating that as part of his new life he has said that we are invited to the wedding now. i mean...what it took a decision to invite your fucking kids! i'm glad that we can go now but i'm also still majorly pissed off that we weren't in the first place. so now i have to deal with this shit. he even asked us to write a letter to the bitch to say we are happy that it is happening and welcome her to our family. i mean fuck that. we don't even have a family with our dad to invite her into PLUS they have been together for so fucking long...like she needs an invitation. god i'm getting pissed off just thinking about it.
ggrrrr.
found out the T has a kinda girlfriend...well he called her his girlfriend and then did the...oh well i guess i shldn't call her that cause she isn't...it is more fuck buddies. but has kinda freaked me out. i don't want to be sleeping with a guy that has a girlfriend. i didn't have enough time when i dropped him off to find out what he was on about so i need to find out for sure whether he has an actual "girlfriend" or if it is just a casual that is more regular than casual. i don't need the shit of sleeping with a guy who is taken.
so my mission this week is to study, respond to my stupid dad and sus out the girlfriend situation. what an exciting week this will be!
hope everyone is good
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zoidberg79:
life is a bitch sometime, huh?
discombobulate:
thanks! :-D