livingdeadkirst

bleh...meh...and ppfffttt....

so freaking angry

think i need to go and smash some stuff...or go to the gym or something

i like this guy...i don't know him that well (trying to tho)...but from what i do know he is the nicest guy i have ever met EVER! he has a really nice personality and yeh...all round just awesome. i haven't hung out with him yet...have tried to organise him coming out with other people with me (well not with me with me...but where i will...
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ooohhhh...soooo seedy....soooo hung over. all i want is some chippies with vege gravy...mmmmmmmmmm. i wonder where i can get some

very attractive profile pic i have now BAHAHAHAHAHA!! i was pretty drunk and being a dickhead cause my mum wouldn't stop taking pictures of me!

feeling much better today. had the best news this morning...well....not for the people involved but for me it is i found out today that this guy that i like heaps has just broken up with his girlfriend...woohoo...well actually she broke up with him...but yay!

i know it sounds mean...and i do feel sorry for him...cause he is a really nice guy and was and probably...
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it is now 11:09pm and i can't sleep...ggrrrr. not feeling as crappy as earlier tonite. shit off that i can't sleep cause i have work tomorrow but i know it is only cause i feel shit and letting my mind think about things and people that i shouldn't be i'm so tired but yet convince myself i'm not....ggrrrr. anyway...off to try try again....

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ugh!...
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this was inspired by something_vague . i saw one day she had a list of everything she missed and it made me want to write out my own list. this isn't everything but a lot of it.

i miss the times we use to lay in bed and just talk about nothing
i miss when i could look at you and know that you loved...
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holy drunkenness batman! i was off my face last nite. so much for the staying at home and watching dvds

ended up going out with a friend and drinking WAY too much. most of the nite is pretty much a haze. i do remember see this hot hot hot guy from work....OH YEH! was hoping i'd see him out...he is such a sexy thing too...
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hhhhmmmm. well it now looks like i might go out new years. have been offered to go out with some people...well one of my friends and her weird friends...so i think i might go. they are a lot older than me but i'm not into shaking my booty tomorrow nite. a nice quiet one will be good. however if we go out and i'm drunk...i...
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stoopid double entry....DAMN IT! hit the save entry button once...once...not twice...once!

i'm very much over christmas now. thank goodness it is another year away! now it is coming to new years...and i've decided to wipe that too and pretend that it is just another nite. i'm so over the crowds and drunkeness that comes with new years and the 3 hours waiting in line just for a taxi. while everyone else it out getting squished from...
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