liv2lope

have you ever just been in a random bad mood?? I cant even explain why i am i just am. i have really no reason to be so pissed off and yet i am. stress most likely..it just sucks. school has me stressed out and so does money. it seems like every time i have a few bucks i end up putting it right into the gas tank. its so frustrating. there also doesnt seem to be enough hours in the day to get everything done that needs to be done. i hate feeling like this..i wish my boyfriend wasnt working so he could make me feel better.
The thing that really sucks is this: i dont think im even going to be able to spend that much time with Bill today when he gets off work. i want to. soo bad but my best friend is visiting from Holland and shes sorta having this little get together tonight and i need to be there. I wish Bill would go with me but i know hes not a big fan of big groups of people and thats ok. am i just being selfish if i want to spend tonight with both my boyfriend and my best friend?? *sigh*