I've noticed I tend to go through strange cycles... and now I'm at the bottom of one. This usually involves me hating this place and every naked girl in it. I change my password so my other half cant access it. And all because I hate myself. For a while.
Maybe because it's Christmas. Maybe it's becuase of all the money I just spent for boxing day (day after xmas) lunch. Maybe it's because I'm going to use close to a full tank of petrol to get to xmas dinner. Maybe it's because my partner is so blaze about the money and doesnt seem to realise the pressure it puts me under.
Maybe it's a little bit of everything.
Whatever the case, I feel ugly, unworthy and unwanted. AND I lost more weight. I think I need to see a shrink. Shouldnt this be making me happy?
Maybe because it's Christmas. Maybe it's becuase of all the money I just spent for boxing day (day after xmas) lunch. Maybe it's because I'm going to use close to a full tank of petrol to get to xmas dinner. Maybe it's because my partner is so blaze about the money and doesnt seem to realise the pressure it puts me under.
Maybe it's a little bit of everything.
Whatever the case, I feel ugly, unworthy and unwanted. AND I lost more weight. I think I need to see a shrink. Shouldnt this be making me happy?
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close your eyes count down from 100 to zero
enjoy your summer x-mas, just remind that there are people on this planet who are freezing their bums off.
oh, and don't forget your new password... because if you aren't here anymore the world gets even colder
hugs and