littletoy

So today i have been seriously thinking about what i want to do with the rest of my life.. i had a discussion with my housemate about it and we came up with a few ideas!

I really like the idea of tattoo artist (as cliche as that sounds) but i would really need to work on my drawing and explore more styles than what i am already good at and also find a good shop/artist to take me under their wing and teach me properly...

Even then i dont know if that would be a good life time goal.. unless i owned my own shop id eventually have to find something else to support myself and my future family.

The thing is i just dont know what im good at or what i would be passionate about doing.

in other news ive been wokring my butt off. 6 day weeks and my day off spend sleeping and catching up on washing/ housework.

And all my friends around me either married, in serious relationships, having or have kids. Then there is little old single me. Not that i mind. i dont want to rush into anything and im happy to wait until whoever it is out there finds me etc etc sloopy stuff. but for now im over being the third wheel.

I cant even escape it at home, my housemates just got engaged and congrats to them i am super happy for them they are prefect for each other, but still makes me kinda depressed knowing i dont have that happiness with someone.

Hmm nothing else to whinge about so im done!

Love and Junk forever one!