littletoy

So i've been having a really rough time lately..

i feel like none of my friends are around anymore and im struggling on my own

the girl i was seeing broke my heart. and continues to do it. and i kept letting her. whats wrong with me?

All of my family live in different states and i just want someone to give me massive cuddles and tell me it will be alright.

i use to cut myself and do drugs and its been years since either of those things have happened and lately ive just wanted to give into the urges and do those to things. i hate feeling weak

thanks for listening/reading my sook.