littlesherbert

Had a bit of a dissapointing day, my boy was supposed to come over and couldnt. I cant seem to find anything much to do in this heat other than sleep. Here I am watching Lost in Translation again, how I love it. I think the film sums up how lonely I feel here. Ive always been one of those people who can walk away from things but when I have something I tend to cling to it, I dont remember my point now. The internets becoming the outlet for all this pent up frustration Im feeling being away from where I consider my home. If it wasnt for my job I would of gone mad by now, still only 5 weeks left, I want to make more of an effort over that time to do things, once Im back at uni Ill just get into my usual self- destructive pattern but somehow the drinking and parties isnt as destructive as my current soul-less existence. I need a hobby, I need something worthwhile to do other than spending my days taking photos of myself. I also moan way to much.