Its May 1st today.
I havent blogged lately due to many factors. Pretty overwhelmed. Began my writing class which is going to be very cool. Very inspiring. Many talented people in my class.
Ive been hypersensitive, moody headachy lately. Humbled, reflectiveI need to focus. I have low tolerance lately. Over-reactive.
Im very angry. Last night I received some devastating news. Jorge, a 16-year old bus boy at my restaurant was shot three times on Friday night. No one seems to know all of the details, only that he was at a club or something and he was shot twice in the face and once in the neck or shoulder. He is alive. He was in a coma. Apparently he is now out of the coma but like I said no one really knows anything. His best friend, Saul, also a good, smart kid went to see him in the hospital and he passed out at the sight of Jorge. Jorge is a good kid. Well-mannered, sweet, level-headed, hard working with a sweet disposition. It makes me so angry. What could drive some stupid fuck to shoot someone in the face? Seriously.
I heard this news last night and I couldnt really focus. I was really distracted and annoyed by everything. Some stupid fuck left me a .04 tip on a $32.96 check. I was certain that it was a mistake. Nope, thats exactly what he intended. Ive mentioned before that my watiressing job is pretty ok but sometimessometimesI want to lose it. Still dealing with anger issues? Why yes, I would say that I am. I will work on that and deal with it as I am responsible human being. I will do my best NOT to make others suffer for it by hurting them & I WON'T buy a gun and shoot some innocent fucking person just because they looked at me the wrong way.
Im angry.
I want to be light and reflective and hopeful. I want to ponder, What would Maude do? What would Maria Von Trapp do? What would a completely healthy and centered person do?
I need to go meditate or something. Im very, very, very, very, very, very angry.
Please send healing thoughts to sweet little Jorge.
I havent blogged lately due to many factors. Pretty overwhelmed. Began my writing class which is going to be very cool. Very inspiring. Many talented people in my class.
Ive been hypersensitive, moody headachy lately. Humbled, reflectiveI need to focus. I have low tolerance lately. Over-reactive.
Im very angry. Last night I received some devastating news. Jorge, a 16-year old bus boy at my restaurant was shot three times on Friday night. No one seems to know all of the details, only that he was at a club or something and he was shot twice in the face and once in the neck or shoulder. He is alive. He was in a coma. Apparently he is now out of the coma but like I said no one really knows anything. His best friend, Saul, also a good, smart kid went to see him in the hospital and he passed out at the sight of Jorge. Jorge is a good kid. Well-mannered, sweet, level-headed, hard working with a sweet disposition. It makes me so angry. What could drive some stupid fuck to shoot someone in the face? Seriously.
I heard this news last night and I couldnt really focus. I was really distracted and annoyed by everything. Some stupid fuck left me a .04 tip on a $32.96 check. I was certain that it was a mistake. Nope, thats exactly what he intended. Ive mentioned before that my watiressing job is pretty ok but sometimessometimesI want to lose it. Still dealing with anger issues? Why yes, I would say that I am. I will work on that and deal with it as I am responsible human being. I will do my best NOT to make others suffer for it by hurting them & I WON'T buy a gun and shoot some innocent fucking person just because they looked at me the wrong way.
Im angry.
I want to be light and reflective and hopeful. I want to ponder, What would Maude do? What would Maria Von Trapp do? What would a completely healthy and centered person do?
I need to go meditate or something. Im very, very, very, very, very, very angry.
Please send healing thoughts to sweet little Jorge.
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lecia:
damn...i really hope he'll be alright
jasechase:
the asshole who left you a 4 cent tip is an anal mofo,this is the person who pumps gas to an even number. next time don't calculate the .04cents becuase when his perfect credit card bill shows up and it's not totaled out at zero he'll go crazy wondering why.