I'm really sad today.
my aunt Emily (who is younger than me, age 22) is pregnant. She ran away from home and has been living at the YMCA and working at Subway or something for the past year. She's due in February and is giving the baby for adoption. She wants nothing to do with this child. Now, she is adopted herself and is making a very responsible decision, but it hurts me so bad because she is going through this all alone. By her own choice.
I want another baby so bad and it hurts to know that there are people out there that are having babies and don't even want them. I know its a good choice for her, as she has alot of growing up to do and definitely would not be able to take care of a child...
but it still hurts me. I feel that I need to go out to her when the baby comes and help her through delivery and all that, but I don't know if I could be strong enough for the both of us. I just don't want her to be alone.
(And I really don't want to here negative comments from people on this journal. This is simply me being overly sensitive and wanting a baby. So please dont write your BS all over my page.)
my aunt Emily (who is younger than me, age 22) is pregnant. She ran away from home and has been living at the YMCA and working at Subway or something for the past year. She's due in February and is giving the baby for adoption. She wants nothing to do with this child. Now, she is adopted herself and is making a very responsible decision, but it hurts me so bad because she is going through this all alone. By her own choice.
I want another baby so bad and it hurts to know that there are people out there that are having babies and don't even want them. I know its a good choice for her, as she has alot of growing up to do and definitely would not be able to take care of a child...
but it still hurts me. I feel that I need to go out to her when the baby comes and help her through delivery and all that, but I don't know if I could be strong enough for the both of us. I just don't want her to be alone.
(And I really don't want to here negative comments from people on this journal. This is simply me being overly sensitive and wanting a baby. So please dont write your BS all over my page.)
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You may not know if you'll be strong enough, but even if you end up not being so, it could still be a strengthening experience for both you and your aunt. And if you feel you should go, you may regret not going when the time comes.
I know for me, personally, any hard time I've had I would have loved someone to just be there, even if they didn't know what to do.
I really hope you don't construe this as negative. I just want to help and I really hate to hear you are so upset. If you ever wanna get together and have coffee and talk, not necessarily about this if you don't want to, but to catch up as well. I had a really dark part in my life lately and I feel like I lost a lot of friends and I'd like to reconnect.
Miss ya.