went to davids bridal to get sized for my bridesmaids dress
i needed a size 14 because i'm so, well, curvy?!?!?
but the dress is gorgeous and im soooo excited.
i actually called my friend to make sure i had the right dress and color. it was so nice to hear her voice, even just for a minute. i havent talked to her in 2 years, besides email and myspace.
my god i love that girl. and not even in a sexual way. shes just so amazing and im so glad shes in my life!!
may 16. i'm counting it down.
in sadder news, my yearly pap smear was abnormal and i need to get a biopsy on my cervix. that means a doc sticks a speculum in, reaches up with a scalpel, and cuts out a little sample of my cervix. I'm terrified its going to hurt, and worse, that i have cervical cancer. march 13th is the appointment. Say a little prayer for me please.
did anyone watch american idol tonight?? I love that dude with the dreadlocks. i dont know his name because my daughter was prancing around being as naughty as possible tonight. what i'm gonna do with that girl, i dont know but shes driving me crazy.
remmeber when i told you my boyfriend broke his ankle?? well he had another surgery on it on friday, and now he's in a cast again. apparently there were complications. so im trying to take care of him but it really sucks to do everything in the house, and all the driving. his lame ass brother who lives with us doesnt do anything to help either. he only goes to school for a few hours. otherwise hes playing video games, smoking herb, or sleeping (with my kitty mind you). its driving me crazy but its just another week and a few days til johnny's cast can come off.
well thats all of my ranting for now. thanks for listening <3
i needed a size 14 because i'm so, well, curvy?!?!?
but the dress is gorgeous and im soooo excited.
i actually called my friend to make sure i had the right dress and color. it was so nice to hear her voice, even just for a minute. i havent talked to her in 2 years, besides email and myspace.
my god i love that girl. and not even in a sexual way. shes just so amazing and im so glad shes in my life!!
may 16. i'm counting it down.
in sadder news, my yearly pap smear was abnormal and i need to get a biopsy on my cervix. that means a doc sticks a speculum in, reaches up with a scalpel, and cuts out a little sample of my cervix. I'm terrified its going to hurt, and worse, that i have cervical cancer. march 13th is the appointment. Say a little prayer for me please.
did anyone watch american idol tonight?? I love that dude with the dreadlocks. i dont know his name because my daughter was prancing around being as naughty as possible tonight. what i'm gonna do with that girl, i dont know but shes driving me crazy.
remmeber when i told you my boyfriend broke his ankle?? well he had another surgery on it on friday, and now he's in a cast again. apparently there were complications. so im trying to take care of him but it really sucks to do everything in the house, and all the driving. his lame ass brother who lives with us doesnt do anything to help either. he only goes to school for a few hours. otherwise hes playing video games, smoking herb, or sleeping (with my kitty mind you). its driving me crazy but its just another week and a few days til johnny's cast can come off.
well thats all of my ranting for now. thanks for listening <3
Wow that is scary, I will have you in my thoughts.
I have not watched American ideal in years. I say you make her live in Alaska
For 2 weeks, that would teach her a lesson hehehehe.
I'm so sorry, at least it will be over soon.
congrats baby girl!!
good luck on the cervix thing... that sounds like a shit storm of painful fun...
one love