littlemisselliot

Thanks for all the Happy Birthdays! I'm starting to feel pretty normal now after drinking way too much on Saturday. I told myself I wouldn't because I didn't want to feel like shit for my birthday, but I did, and now I have decided I will stop smoking as a birthday gift to myself. See, I can't go near a cig for at least three days after heavy drinking, so I think that it's a good time to stop. Plus I feel like shit; like my whole world sucks, so I need to trick myself into thinking that this stupid drinking happend for a reason and something good will come of it. Oh god, I hate hangovers. I can't seem to make a decision to save my life and I get the sweats. You know, if I stop smoking, I stop drinking. I really should because it makes me feel horrible. The wakky tobaccy is so much nicer; then I will only have to worry about obesity.