littledeadkid

ya no today started out as such a good day- i got up and the cable dude was here so got cable modem now so the computer is all super fast- then went out to fill out a job app and on the way i heard on the radio that if u bring some cans to this certain place u can get free concert tickets if ur one of the first 5 so since i was in the neighborhood i swung by wallmart and got 10 kans of tuna and went there but i was the 6th person to get there but since they felt sorry for me cuz i was so close they told me to go to there office and there would be tickets waiting so did that and got korn tickets for tomarrow night-which is kinda cool cuz i love there old shit but dont no anyone here yet so kant really go wiht anyone so i figured on the way to the concert just grab a bum and make him go with me- yea- so then went to fill out a app at a pretty cool looking place and ill hear tomarrow if i got it so that made me smile then went to the video store and got some good movies came home and started watching a movie wiht the rents then in the middle of the movie the fone rang and it was my aunt - a couple days back daisy bit her dog and she was still pissed about that- so her and my mom was talken for ever then she gets of the fone and starts tellen me that my aunt wants my dog put down and that we all need to sit down and talk about daisys future so i got mad and said that im the only one who wants her here and if we all sit down whuts that gonna do??? have more people want my dog dead? then silence so all my mom says is sorry- fuck that!!! so i freak out and go for a drive but i have no where to go callled some peoples numbers i had memorized but no one answered- when u really need to talk to a friend face to face and u kant it sucks- when u have no where to go it sucks- so now i dont no cuz daisy is the last thing that i have in this world that makes me happy my life has been in chaos but i was feeling that i could get my shit together and come out of it and be good now my baby is going to be killed and i kant stop it- and they keep telling me its just a dog but its my dog and she means the world to me and tomarrow she is gone-
i kant deal with this