So I kinda didn't go to my first class today. No real excuse. I woke up to my alarm but just kinda stayed in bed for a couple hours. Can't really say I went to any of my other classes either. Can't really say I did much at all today but sit there. Yeah...just one of those days I guess.
"The days pass, and it becomes difficult for him not to keep seeing pictures of [her] in his head, especially at night, and there in the darkness of his room, lying on his back with his eyes open, he reconstructs her body piece by piece, beginning with her feet and ankles, working his way up her legs and along her thighs, climbing from her belly towards her breasts, and then, roaming happily among the softness, dipping down to her buttocks and then up again along her back, at last finding her neck and curling forward to her round smiling face. What is she doing now? he sometimes asks himself. And what does she think of all this? But he can never come up with a satisfactory answer." ~ Ghosts, Paul Auster
"The days pass, and it becomes difficult for him not to keep seeing pictures of [her] in his head, especially at night, and there in the darkness of his room, lying on his back with his eyes open, he reconstructs her body piece by piece, beginning with her feet and ankles, working his way up her legs and along her thighs, climbing from her belly towards her breasts, and then, roaming happily among the softness, dipping down to her buttocks and then up again along her back, at last finding her neck and curling forward to her round smiling face. What is she doing now? he sometimes asks himself. And what does she think of all this? But he can never come up with a satisfactory answer." ~ Ghosts, Paul Auster
I'm so sorry you're going through this with your family. Hopefully they can cease to be so short-sighted.