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Today was a good day, well at least part of it was.
There are some things that I can honestly say I haven't worked through entirely. One of those things is with that girl that was once my sister. I really don't want to have anything to do with her anymore (and no that's not the thing I was talking about. It's something entirely different. Jason and I had a long talk today. I've been really depressed, anxious, and just plain out of it. So when we talked today he confessed that he was afraid he was losing me to all the shit that was happening in my mind. Just the fact that he got up the guts to say this to me was amazing. He doesn't normally talk to me about these types of things because, that's just who he is. So to say the least things are finally beginning to look up.

This afternoon was the best part of the day. We went to Bed Bath and Beyond to register for something wedding gifts. This was a fabulous idea because this time (unlike the other places that we registered at) we got to run around with a gun and pick things out. We were there for two and a half hours!!!! It was so much fun. Then we went out to lunch and came home. I'm spending my evening working on homework. It's been nice to chill by myself for most of the day today.

Sometimes, you just have to smile.