litheum182

I barely have the energy to write this but I feel like if I don't my head will explode.
I have to apologize to all those that i have ignored. i've been very wrapped up in my own life. it hasn't bee good so far and i have to say i am so tired. all i can feel right now is numbness. i've held down so many feelings that this is the only thing that i feel right now. i have to say that getting that letter from missy was a major blow. i could have taken it better if everything else wasn't so hard right now. i'm not trying to feel sorry for my self just needing to vent. okay i need to go