lita_____

so i had an interesting conversation with myself as i was driving to work this morning. something deep down in me piped up while i was singing along to kenotia like a spaz and said "i don't think i am ready for a relationship either". and that was it. no huge discussion, no stress - just me realizing that this may be the best way to go right now.

and it was nice.

who knows, maybe down the road the new boy and i will be at the same place and be able to have a great relationship, but maybe it's just not supposed to happen.

so now i'm ready to have some fun and focus on myself