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I've been in a really good mood today for some reason. I think I'm on an upward climb after last weeks downward spiral. I think I'm just glad not to be in work after going in seven days on the trot. And despite them not paying nearly 600 of overtime on time.
I've actually started to email places trying to get a...
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I've been in a really good mood today for some reason. I think I'm on an upward climb after last weeks downward spiral. I think I'm just glad not to be in work after going in seven days on the trot. And despite them not paying nearly 600 of overtime on time.
I've actually started to email places trying to get a...
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Two blogs in a week. What's going on!?
Well good things are going. I'm happy with a girl. It got simple and it's awesome. Relationship with parents maybe a little weird now after she stayed over but I really don't care. I want to quit my job as well but I have no other job lined up so I guess i'll be there for a...
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Well good things are going. I'm happy with a girl. It got simple and it's awesome. Relationship with parents maybe a little weird now after she stayed over but I really don't care. I want to quit my job as well but I have no other job lined up so I guess i'll be there for a...
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jamity:
cool song 
padam:
Aww, thanks! I'm planning on taking some more later.
I'm planning on taking some more later.Hello SG people.
Firstly can I say how amazingly friendly and lovely the people on this site are. I've been having a crummy time of late but people's support on here means a lot. I'm very excited about the upcoming possibility of finally meeting some people from the SG community. The only thing that stands in my way is myself, and the recent rota change...
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Firstly can I say how amazingly friendly and lovely the people on this site are. I've been having a crummy time of late but people's support on here means a lot. I'm very excited about the upcoming possibility of finally meeting some people from the SG community. The only thing that stands in my way is myself, and the recent rota change...
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heartbaker:
Maybe when you introduce yourself to girls the first question should be... Are you single? haha
b1gfatho:
Yeah man, they're very cool. I think he said something along the lines of if there is a clear demand for it, he will do one anywhere, so maybe you should start something... or not.
Hello everyone
I'm still here, still alive. Still occasionally blogging. Basically I've just been working over xmas, and being ill.
I had a period of feeling like complete and utter shit, that seems to have past though and I think I'm over the hump. I had an assessment with a mental health nurse who is going to sort out some cognitive behavioral therapy. Not entirely...
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I'm still here, still alive. Still occasionally blogging. Basically I've just been working over xmas, and being ill.
I had a period of feeling like complete and utter shit, that seems to have past though and I think I'm over the hump. I had an assessment with a mental health nurse who is going to sort out some cognitive behavioral therapy. Not entirely...
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heartbaker:
Hugs
l1vingdeadgurl:
Hey thank you for the xmas wishes, I have been so flipping busy 
Cognitive behavior therapy is usually good, I went thru it and it helped. I am sorry you feel alone, you are adorable so I dont know why you are
Cognitive behavior therapy is usually good, I went thru it and it helped. I am sorry you feel alone, you are adorable so I dont know why you are
so things have been going ok actually. i'm feeling pretty good about work and i've accepted and resolved a situation with the girl. So i'm actually maybe not all that miserable right now. Whether thats because of something I've done or the anti-depressants are finally kicking in who knows? Had a day off today so just lazed around wasting it doing nothing but lying in...
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l1vingdeadgurl:
I like it, it sounds awesome!
I am glad you are getting better, its not easy I know that.
I am glad you are getting better, its not easy I know that.
and so the saga continues. She knows she's sending me mixed signals and said she's going to stop. then straight away signs out of msn before we can actually carry on the conversation. which is what she always does when the topic of conversation turns to something serious. Proper pisses me off. Grr. Why can't people just have a normal, sensible civil discussion about stuff...
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l1vingdeadgurl:
Thanks for the comment. I dont think its bi polar though. I am pretty sure its bpd as I dont have the long term mood swings that bi polar sufferers do. Someone said to me "life is a hell of a thing to happen to you" and though I think its true, its not bad forever. I am working on picking myself up out of a hole of self abuse and loathing I put myself in. You will be stronger when you come out of it. Keep you head up darling
well fuck me this has been a day of ups and downs. Work was awesome, I did real well everything went smoothly and have a laugh with the guys there (despite being wound up a treat) it's getting to the point where i feel some of them want to have genuine conversations rather than just dicking about but don't know how to talk seriously about...
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l1vingdeadgurl:
We never do know - I've heard somewhere " life is a hell of a thing to happen to a person"
I tend to agree, though I think love is a worse thing to happen. Yes I'm very pessimistic :p
I tend to agree, though I think love is a worse thing to happen. Yes I'm very pessimistic :p
l1vingdeadgurl:
Haha thanks
ok i mostly use this blog because nobody i know reads it. In fact I don't think anybody reads it so thats why it's usually so whiney.
The thing I mentioned with that girl? Well that's over now. It was complicated situation to begin with and I knew this was probably how it was going end, but it still sucks that it does. I thought...
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The thing I mentioned with that girl? Well that's over now. It was complicated situation to begin with and I knew this was probably how it was going end, but it still sucks that it does. I thought...
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l1vingdeadgurl:
Hey I read you blog so here is 1 person
It sucks about the girl, and I can totally empathize. Depression creeps in usually unnoticed, so try to keep around people if you can.
That's an awesome song by the way.
It sucks about the girl, and I can totally empathize. Depression creeps in usually unnoticed, so try to keep around people if you can.
That's an awesome song by the way.
scrap the point about being led on by the girl. I don't think I am at all. It's awesome. Not to sound cheesy but she actually makes me really happy. It's awesome.
Also I finally ordered my phone from work. No longer will I be mocked for having a nokia 2630. I shall soon have a HTC desire! Which will be awesome. I love that...
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Also I finally ordered my phone from work. No longer will I be mocked for having a nokia 2630. I shall soon have a HTC desire! Which will be awesome. I love that...
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woo i finally got into SGUK! Thanks to Snowy for vouching for me, much appreciated. Hopefully i'll be able to make a contribution and use this site a bit more now.
on a my usual bum notes i add to my blog i:
- am now on anti-depressants
- have been completely led on by this girl
- have had my hours slashed at work...
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on a my usual bum notes i add to my blog i:
- am now on anti-depressants
- have been completely led on by this girl
- have had my hours slashed at work...
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jsnbourne7:
Cool song dude...Shutter Island was brilliant, wasn't it?
Also 'Depression can fuck right off' is an awesome, awesome thought. I may have to borrow that from you.