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i got one of those retro camera apps for my phone. Here is me using it in my room. I can't wait till America and I'll actually have interesting things to take photos of.





and as a youtube video



let's keep it mellow and cool people. No point getting worked up about shit that doesn't matter. You get through it and get to something better. And when you do the shit seems like so long ago and you can just embrace a moment of greatness. I can't wait to be in the hustle and bustle of New York, the cold beauty of Chicago, and the beach front of Santa Monica. And just stand there, taking it all in. Breathing in deep, taking in the new surroundings and creating memories for life. My home town has nothing new to offer me. But these places across the ocean offer so much wonder and excitement. A change from my routine. New experiences, new people. A productive, responsible side to myself. Not hiding away but being active. I know I have it inside me. And I can't wait to embrace it.



I'm looking forward to meeting new people. Getting out of my shell and just talking to people. As you can tell I can't wait to go. To me this is more than just a typical holiday. 2 weeks away from work then back again till next year. To me this is an adventure of self discovery. This is an opportunity to try and be the person I want to be. It's a chance to flush out old ways of thinking. To see new ways of living life to try and get out of my ruts and bad habits. It's a chance to try and see if I can find a way of moving on. I know that seems like a lot for 2 weeks to have an impact on my whole life. But this whole experience is huge for me. It might finally give the get up and get go, to well get up and go from here.

If you've read all this I appreciate it. I think just writing it down has helped me realize that I am ready to move on now. I've had my time regressing and doing nothing and I think now it's time to move forward and progress.

Check you later everyone x