Hello SG people.
Firstly can I say how amazingly friendly and lovely the people on this site are. I've been having a crummy time of late but people's support on here means a lot. I'm very excited about the upcoming possibility of finally meeting some people from the SG community. The only thing that stands in my way is myself, and the recent rota change which sees me working 7 days in a row, and being added to work on saturdays. I know I should be grateful of the extra hours and money, but seeing as how I don't get to spend my money, earning more and more seems a bit futile and I'd rather go out and live then just stand around talking to morons at work. But I think I need to make the effort for myself.
In other news I met an awesome girl the other day. Had a lovely day of bowling (from which I still ache), a walk along the river then a nice quiet drink. She's into me, I'm into her. So you must be thinking this is brilliant, congrats thats some good news. Except for the fact she has a boyfriend at the moment. Who I believe she is with as I write this blog. Yup thats two in a row I've picked who have boyfriends. The last one didn't really work, so will this one? Who knows. Either way I'm hoping I'll be better prepared this time around. Also I realise this makes me a horrible person for meeting up with a girl I know has a boyfriend. I'm not proud of myself
My mood can still flip at any point. It's been pretty good the last few days, but can still drop. It's hard work to try and maintain it at a good level. I'm hoping I can get the CBT soon because I'm needing that to help.
and here's another one of my songs if anybody wants to check it out.
http://soundcloud.com/markus_marshall/before-5/s-ZqQoN
Firstly can I say how amazingly friendly and lovely the people on this site are. I've been having a crummy time of late but people's support on here means a lot. I'm very excited about the upcoming possibility of finally meeting some people from the SG community. The only thing that stands in my way is myself, and the recent rota change which sees me working 7 days in a row, and being added to work on saturdays. I know I should be grateful of the extra hours and money, but seeing as how I don't get to spend my money, earning more and more seems a bit futile and I'd rather go out and live then just stand around talking to morons at work. But I think I need to make the effort for myself.
In other news I met an awesome girl the other day. Had a lovely day of bowling (from which I still ache), a walk along the river then a nice quiet drink. She's into me, I'm into her. So you must be thinking this is brilliant, congrats thats some good news. Except for the fact she has a boyfriend at the moment. Who I believe she is with as I write this blog. Yup thats two in a row I've picked who have boyfriends. The last one didn't really work, so will this one? Who knows. Either way I'm hoping I'll be better prepared this time around. Also I realise this makes me a horrible person for meeting up with a girl I know has a boyfriend. I'm not proud of myself
My mood can still flip at any point. It's been pretty good the last few days, but can still drop. It's hard work to try and maintain it at a good level. I'm hoping I can get the CBT soon because I'm needing that to help.
and here's another one of my songs if anybody wants to check it out.
http://soundcloud.com/markus_marshall/before-5/s-ZqQoN
heartbaker:
Maybe when you introduce yourself to girls the first question should be... Are you single? haha
b1gfatho:
Yeah man, they're very cool. I think he said something along the lines of if there is a clear demand for it, he will do one anywhere, so maybe you should start something... or not. 