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and so the saga continues. She knows she's sending me mixed signals and said she's going to stop. then straight away signs out of msn before we can actually carry on the conversation. which is what she always does when the topic of conversation turns to something serious. Proper pisses me off. Grr. Why can't people just have a normal, sensible civil discussion about stuff like this and actually talk it through properly. like grown ups.

Work is pissing me off as well. Manager still can't seem to do a rota and now we're open till 9 i'm doing 12.30-9 tomorrow. what a shit shift. Also most customers are arseholes. And i don't mean to be racist but most eastern europeans are rude. They don't look at you when you talk to them, and one guy actually waved me away yesterday. Fucking rude. Although I did serve a really nice Czech guy who tried to joke with me, had good english, and asked if it was alright if he spoke in his native language when speaking to his gf. really nice guy. but rude people who don't acknowledge when you're talking to them just winds me up.

Gah one day I'll right a blog that's really positive and my life will be smelling of roses. I'm looking forward to that day. Unfortunately that day is not today.

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