Warning this is (clearly) and very long blog which has once again not been proof read.
So I've been meaning to write a new blog for a while now, but for some reason I've put it off, as I have everything. Meaning time flies and nothing gets done.
Last week was a good week, went to a little local gig on Tuesday, didn't really know who was going to the gig but knew some people who were working, turned out alright. The bands were good, managed to meet and speak to a few people who I did sort of know, so that was good. Ended up going back to the pub on thursday to take my housemate some different shoes that she could work in. A bit of a weird request but I went with it, and whilst there thought I may as well stay for a few drinks. At this point in time I was feeling quite happy and optimistic that things would all come out good. It was now I meant to write a blog to counter some slightly less cheery ones I had written.
Last weekend went on a trip to go and see some family. My grandparents who I haven't seen in a year, and in that year they have both been in out and of hospital with some pretty serious medical problems so it was good to see them. Also got to see my baby cousins, the youngest who's 6 months I haven't seen before, and the other who's 2 1/2 and a proper awesome little kid. I could've spent so long hanging out with him. It made me miss being the youngest and just having that innocence and lack of responsibility and just being able to play with toy cars and run around all day. I think it's probably a bit frowned upon for a 21 year old to do that.
This week however is reverting back to the not great. I've managed to do nothing and my housemate, well we've passed like ships in the night sometimes. She comes down for food then is out the door or disappears to her room. Something she didn't used to do. I don't know if there's something up or what. The only thing we've done together for the past week or so really is watch a couple of films that she wants to watch, but in pretty much silence. Any time I try and say anything I just get ignored basically. Starting to think maybe she's a bit sick of me. That maybe her hanging out with her new friends has maybe shown me up to a bit rubbish and she doesn't want to go back to that. Of course I could just be paranoid who knows, I don't really want to bring up the issue in case I make it sound like she's being a bitch, which I don't want to do and don't think she is. It maybe I'm becoming a bit 2dimensional and her friends aren't, but thats because I have so little going on right now I'm trying to cling onto the things I know.
On the plus side I do seem to have fixed my guitar hero drum kit by fiddling with the wires. Downside I now have a massive blister on the thumb for some shitty precision screw driver i got for 99p from Wilkos. And this is what I mean about 2dimensional, I basically can now only talk about guitar hero, tv and films. I've started watching true blood, I'm not as into it as other people seem to be but I'm carrying on as its something to do. There I go again.
I'm currently sitting in the dark listening to Elliott Smith
and The Appleseed Cast
This has been a quite boring and selfish blog, i apologise.
So I've been meaning to write a new blog for a while now, but for some reason I've put it off, as I have everything. Meaning time flies and nothing gets done.
Last week was a good week, went to a little local gig on Tuesday, didn't really know who was going to the gig but knew some people who were working, turned out alright. The bands were good, managed to meet and speak to a few people who I did sort of know, so that was good. Ended up going back to the pub on thursday to take my housemate some different shoes that she could work in. A bit of a weird request but I went with it, and whilst there thought I may as well stay for a few drinks. At this point in time I was feeling quite happy and optimistic that things would all come out good. It was now I meant to write a blog to counter some slightly less cheery ones I had written.
Last weekend went on a trip to go and see some family. My grandparents who I haven't seen in a year, and in that year they have both been in out and of hospital with some pretty serious medical problems so it was good to see them. Also got to see my baby cousins, the youngest who's 6 months I haven't seen before, and the other who's 2 1/2 and a proper awesome little kid. I could've spent so long hanging out with him. It made me miss being the youngest and just having that innocence and lack of responsibility and just being able to play with toy cars and run around all day. I think it's probably a bit frowned upon for a 21 year old to do that.
This week however is reverting back to the not great. I've managed to do nothing and my housemate, well we've passed like ships in the night sometimes. She comes down for food then is out the door or disappears to her room. Something she didn't used to do. I don't know if there's something up or what. The only thing we've done together for the past week or so really is watch a couple of films that she wants to watch, but in pretty much silence. Any time I try and say anything I just get ignored basically. Starting to think maybe she's a bit sick of me. That maybe her hanging out with her new friends has maybe shown me up to a bit rubbish and she doesn't want to go back to that. Of course I could just be paranoid who knows, I don't really want to bring up the issue in case I make it sound like she's being a bitch, which I don't want to do and don't think she is. It maybe I'm becoming a bit 2dimensional and her friends aren't, but thats because I have so little going on right now I'm trying to cling onto the things I know.
On the plus side I do seem to have fixed my guitar hero drum kit by fiddling with the wires. Downside I now have a massive blister on the thumb for some shitty precision screw driver i got for 99p from Wilkos. And this is what I mean about 2dimensional, I basically can now only talk about guitar hero, tv and films. I've started watching true blood, I'm not as into it as other people seem to be but I'm carrying on as its something to do. There I go again.
I'm currently sitting in the dark listening to Elliott Smith
and The Appleseed Cast
This has been a quite boring and selfish blog, i apologise.
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
How's things in your part of the world?