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So at the end of two years I find myself single at least temporarily while my girl attempts to find herself...I'll kill any guy who finds her before she finds herself. I can't believe that someone I love so much can find it so easy to make me hate her. I feel betrayed beyond any betrayal I have ever experienced and hopeless because I have...
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Avalon Unreached


Through the misty eyes of pain and longing there comes an avalon of escape from a brutal reality too punishing for even the stongest to withstand for long

Anguish coming to each and every resident as the world they have built collapses in upon them and those they love are crushed to death by their own stupidity

Anger filling every vein with fire...
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yeah, turned 21 on the 4th...was supposed to get together with some friends mostly from work on account of that's who I could get a hold of. stuff came up and I had to postpone, however the liquer store lady gave me a very hardy happy birthday. hmmm...jager, coconut and pineapple rum, premix mudslides, and amaretto...had a decent amount of each and didn't even get...
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Alright! nothing like posting in a journal that no one reads. Saw Gia the other day at her place of work. We used to be mega close, but now not so much and that's sad. Hopefully she'll read this and call me. Eh, I'm going to go work on cars. Anyone looking for a photographer in the NH area, drop me a line....

Woooo! Finally got the big promotion I've been lusting after. I had to move to another store, a less desirable one at that, but at least I got the job. I plan on sticking it out for a while there, then trying to get transferred back to my old store as soon as opportunity strikes.

In other news, I'm still working on getting my truck...
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Ugh...I'm kinda bored with life at the moment...need to see some of my old friends. That makes me happy, but then it's tough for a while when I stop seeing them again. I dunno...in other news, can't wait until my truck is finished....hopefully before the end of Feb.

Wooo....yet another day on rancho caliente. not. I might be doing a photo shoot with pregnant Vikki...woot, that will be much fun.

In other news, I'm going to have to kill my ISP if they keep bombarding me with adds, I don't care if it is Christmas...I hate this time of year.

Also...to those of you in the greater Manchester area...I have found a house...
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Hey, just an admirer of the arts. Thanks to Gia for bringing me here...who knows...maybe I'll be getting some models on this site soon...thinking about getting back into photography.