lisseth

I was in such a good mood yesterday. I bought Wicked The Musical Tickets for me and my mom for her birthday...
and I also had a date. The date was with my friend Jonathan who I've known since elementary school. We haven't hung out alot in awhile, and the last few weeks we hung out alot, and I started to really like him, and for me that's not so good, I get to emotionally attached.

We went on the date it was the best night, even after he said he coudn't get into a relationship since his last one ended so badly not to long ago. I always get that, I always jump into that... guys who just recently broke up with someone.. what's wrong with me!'

grrr...

whatever it was still a nice evening, and he wants to hang out more. He did tell me he was happily surprised that it was me who liked him (he knew someone liked him but not until i told him, long story). That the problem with his last relationship was he didnt know her so well and they moved to fast, and he wants to get to know me better, since we really dont know eachother well.

So maybe this is good, maybe we will hang out more and get to know eachother and then maybe he will want to start something with me. But I know I shouldn't wait for that, because it can have a negative effect and he wont want to ruin the friendship later on.

Guys really make me go crazy. Like they say they want to get to know you as a friend and then when they are ready blah blah... but by that tiime your great friends and yah!

*pulls hair out*