lisandevice

i'm trying to get clean, its the hardest fuckin' thing i've done in the last three years.
thc spends about three weeks in your blood stream and fat cells. now, i'm pretty skinny and i like water so i think i should do alright.
still , the temptation to smoke can sometimes outweigh my better judgement, i feel very weak because of this. a single drink and boom i'm smoking again.
i figure i have two very hard weeks in front of me to get used to not smoking, and trying to find other stuff to fill my time. margaret thinks i should work out. bah. i got enough of a work out at benning, no need to go back to that before hand.
looking up info on the army today. ft lenerwood start a traing company around mid-may. got drive, a plan, and a goal. nothing can stop me now.